I'm Happy...really Happy
I know it seems strange. But, I'm happy, really happy with CJ. And there's no but.You know the "I'm happy but .... I wish the sex was better" or "but I hope he can deal with my family." Or whatever. This time no "buts."
It feels right this time. It feels easy. I am not anxious -- I feel us moving along and think this is a man I could be with forever. And it doesn't scare me to say that. I really enjoy him. He's easy to talk to. We talk for a hour to hour and a half, every day for a month now. We talk about anything and everything. We don't keep secrets. It's entirely different with him.
I can feel it happening. I'm falling in love with him again. Only this time, I'm ready and so is he. It's only been a month in some ways. But, in others, he has always been there.
Life is good.
posted by Corona Red @ 5:01 PM
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