Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Closing Down My Blog on Monday 3/19/2007

I just wanted to let my faithful readers (not that I have many) know what is happening with me before I sign off of anonymous blogging. A couple of thoughts...

The blogging, for me, was so great as a way to deal with my emotions. I was thinking about this this morning. I used to journal when I was unhappy. When I was unhappy, I put those feeling into words -- which is why I sound half crazy and depressed in them. My blog is the same for me. A place to put words when I am feeling depressed. I need it to be anonymous -- I need the darkness that it allows. My family and friends see me as the "happy" one -- I try to be optimistic and upbeat. So, when I wasn't, I hid it in journals and then my blog. And now I am blissfully happy now, so I just haven't been in the mood to write. CJ and I are doing great -- he's the one for me and I have a feeling we'll be engaged within a year and married with two years. And I am looking forward to it.

I will try to get those photos of my completed house renovation up before I close down, so check back.

I did love reading. Jay writes some incredibly insightful material -- usually makes me laugh. I really enjoyed keeping up on Ms. Mac and her family - such an emotional writer. The Peanut Queen -- so absolutely funny. I knew I would smile reading her blog. Tara writes from her heart -- so you feel you almost know her. The Welsh girl is warm and inviting. Others I loved for their pureness -- they wrote what they were feeling. Thank you all for sharing your life with me. I feel blessed to have known you. I will keep reading many of you -- I just won't be able to comment on them all.

Best of luck to you and yours.